Journal Entry: November 15th

Journal Entry Date: November 15, 2009.
Time: 2:30 pm.

My Dearest Baby,
I did something awful.
Your father and I got into a huge fight. I'm sorry to say it was about you.
I feel more than guilty about all I said to him. I've decided to give you to a better family. I feel this decision, all though very hard, is better for all three of us.
Your father believes otherwise. I don't blame him.
I love you more than life itself and I want to keep you. So badly.
But I can't handle being a dad right now.
I'm also afraid that Jake might leave me. I messed up big time.
On the bright side of today, I got to know you were a girl. That means Jake gets to name you. I get to pick your middle name though.  
Dr. Lyles said you're perfectly healthy. I can't wait to feel you kick.  
I love you so much my beautiful baby girl.

Your Loving Father/Mother
Chris Lockheart